new planes of life and experience.
more plots have been converging and separating, thankfully.
working to understand my lot in life by pushing myself further than ever before. pinpointing what is truly important, as well as looking for who is important in my life and figuring out what they represent to me and what I represent to them... Not even necessarily what we can give to each other, just what we are, in relation to one another.
Recognizing the strengths and weaknesses of your current self and moving on.
Finding truth.
We find deeper understanding every time we realize our mind is clouded. Often when I think my mind is clear, I realize later it was actually clouded, and vice verse often when I think it is clouded I later realize it was actually clear. Perhaps everything is perfect and drowning in blankets, and perhaps I am 2 excited for peaches, but I am never quite convinced. The decisions we make create millions of 'small shifts- like the ones in the atmosphere.'
Moments of depression are moments of non-learning. Moments of mania are the opposite. Neither are productive, at least they do not feel so until after they have completely passed, and you are able to make sense of everything. Life for me has been a game of forgetting and remembering, shelter and wetshock. Coming out of those oppressive, depressive states is always very ecstatic, similar to the end of a brain freeze.
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