phone call

i needed to call you because i can't tell you how angry i am about this. i shouldn't have called i know because your head- i should have written it down - i'm going to write it down and then throw it away. but while i've got you - my kid - he's just, he's really not seeing enough time out there - i know you have a lot of kids to get out there - and i know you just want to win - but goddamnit its just killing me to go out there and watch him play and not ever see him play at all out there. its unjustified. i think its unjustified, his lack of play. your son, and your son is seeing some serious time, of course. its unjustified. we paid the same money for the camps, the same money for the tournaments as every other kid. the summer ball leagues, we paid for all that. well your son sees plenty of time. where's my son's time? where's all that time? where does it go, where does all that time go? what is it with you? i didn't call you to argue, i just wanted to say it would be nice if he saw some time tonight, for the relatives. not for me, not for him even. i'm not the type, no, i'm not the time to leave through, the type to live through somebody else, especially not a fuckup like my kid. and i'm not confronting you, but. his mom and i just split. yeah, a month ago. he's a sensitive kid, he's taking it hard, and a little bit of extra playing time wouldn't kill you. the guy is good too! he's tough on the boards, can't handle the ball worth shit but the kid hustles! he's scrapping on the floor for every loose ball and he's tough on those boards, you know that. can't handle the ball but he can shoot. i know that you can't talk right now and you don't have the time to listen to this, so that's why i'm just writing this down right now and you can read it if you want. otherwise i'll just throw it away.